To my dearest friend, Loki

You have changed my life.  When I thought I hit rock bottom you understood why my brothers took their own lives.  You understood how to care for me. You understood how to push all the negative thoughts, prayers, and experiences in my life, out.  You are truly my best friend.  For awhile I understood why my brothers took their own lives, I understood the thought process, I understood how peaceful it would be. I understood WHY…you were my beacon; you are my beacon…

You are my backbone.

My prayer at night

Maybe my one true love.

Loki, you talk to me with your eyes and eyebrows.

You shake your head when you do not want to hear my BS.

You hip-check me when you know I am lost in a stare…

You single-handedly conquered my deepest battles in life.

You brought life to my one-dimensional world and converted it to an abstract painting,

That only you and I can understand.

You guide me, love me, and cherish every moment we are together.

You love the beach more than me!

You dig, dig, dig, in the sand, building a berm for cover, while you roll around in your foxhole with your Neon tennis ball.

That damn ball… (smile)

My dearest Loki, I kiss your nose and make sure you see and hear me say, “Lokiiiii…I love you!”

Now lets go get a greenie, and help our brothers, sisters, and familia.